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Saturday, July 01, 2006
haix..im gettin moody again..!!
everytime i tink abt our prob, i get upset all over again..haix..i admit we are getting stronger..closer.. but our biggest obstacles is still my parents..haix..yyy?! everytime i read frd's blog abt their fun time wif bf..parents acceptin their parents blah blah.. i get sad..but i tink abt how he care for me i feel beta..but haix..e prob is still there nar.. haix..
y m i such a coward?! so timid?! sometimes he call me i scared 2 een ans..dun wanna see mum face n hear tt tone..haix..im gettin veri veri tired of hiding..i wanna just ask them if i can go out wif him..chat on fone wif him openly..!! but..haix..im trappin myself..not them im not givin myself e freedom..but how 2 get rid of tis fear? haix..i wanna cry le ar..~~!!!! im trap in a black hold..no matter how i find my way..i seem 2 b still in e dark..haix..
i need your hug 2 make me feel tt everyting is alright...
thinking of you @ 6:13 PM
wishing for--*
* new tops/ bottoms/ jumper
* nail polish
* new highlights for hair
* new heels
* new diary (notebook)
* have a beta 2007
* be more decisive
movie list--*
happy feet
open season
Night at the Museum
charlotte's web
eragon
= the holiday =
curse of e golden flower
= zodiac =
= TMNT =
= Ghost Rider =
= Spider Man 3 =